Last year was a blur, time went by so fast...
Every day it seemed that yesterday you passed away
This year is crawling
It seems you've been gone for so much longer
Every day seems like a week
Every week a month...
I still have bad days
They don't come as often
but they seem to
If time could move faster...
I'd ask it to fast forward through the pain
and slow down during laughter, smiles...
Good times and good memories of you of me
Rambling... wondering... waiting